..:: ann ::..

few days lewat takpe...better late than never..tol tak...

~~~kiter kan comel~~~

..::learn sUmthing new::..

I Used to hate doing anything I wasn’t gUd at… It was a sUre sign of less-than-perfectness, n ave to face it..,am I ready to admit tat?...*sign*..not being gUd at something gives me the chance to say “hey I’m wonderfUl of doing tat even I’m not gUd enUf”. Besides which, finding tat I still have the capacity to master a new skill, makes me feel like a trUe kid again =) complete wiff tat “I’m the greatest!!!” ego boost haha

..::in her shoe::..

When I find myself acting or thinking like my mother the realization can prove so confronting tat I may give myself a hard time about how mUch I’m following in her footsteps…how mUch I try to defy my mother’s inflUence as an adUlts depends on how loving..trUsting n close my relationship wiff her was…I’ve wonderfUl relationship wiff my mUm even sUmetime I noticed tat I’m gUd wiff my relatives more than her..i dUn noe..bUt tat was fine when I was living at home, bUt once I started Uni I wanted to be seen as my own person...one thing I can’t stopped telling her aboUt all problems becaUse I strongly need her!!…and tat’s totally her…sUmhow all I needed to learn how to make my own decisions…this was hard on my mUm and at times I coUld tell she was hUrt, bUt it necessary for me to go throUgh it so I coUld step out of her shadow and become my own person…

~bonda, anakanda Udah besar =)

..:: get moving ::..

Not perfect? erm…sUmhow I keep thinking on how to get solUtions tat’ll save even my worst doUbt-myself day. Finding ways to get probs solve not my agenda of a day..self-esteem? hm…like thin thighs n trUst fUnds, self-esteem is endowed to the fortUne few at birth..most people has different kind of self-esteem..like me..i tot I haven’t ave it till people surroUnding mentioned tat I ave one!! LUcky me n pity me..eheh..diff people learn self-confidence at their parent’s knee…from the earliest age, they’re told time n time again how terrific they are..n they believe it! From there they got impressed bUt I wasn’t one of them…I gUess I got my self-esteem the old-fashioned n I earned it…over the years, I figUre out tat being down on myself didn’t get me anywhere bUt fUrther down..i also discovered tat while I coUldn’t control every element of my life..coUldn’t make every man fall in love wiff me (cos I’ve already have one n ave to stick wiff it!!)..wasn’t able to conjUre career success from the air..n I coUld determine how I felt aboUt myself. N learning to feel tat I’m preety (better b cUte hehe..perasan gilos) freaking farihan fabulous too..eheh..

~may da best moves win~

..:: one fine sunday ::..

I haven't been able to write ~better be coping =) ~ for a few days well been bUsy and getting some decent sleep. I feel so no life these days….Fell sick…got well only today ( leh cayerk ke? lalala) ….Then everyday of this whole week was cUti day ….There's like a test every week ( test for being a gUd daUghter instead of being a gUd stUd)….U KnoW… can't wait for classes…really miss my old school n hate being in University…cess…Long break? Aiyo…tataU nak watpe =) I'm really bored now. It's jUst that I jUst refUse to start on my homework, and project work..alahai….bnyk keje maaa…. There's nothing interesting on da telly either….

~kekadang kiter wat salah…sorry =(

..::EVERY LIVING THING IS MADE OF WATER::..

Consider the following Qur’an verse:

”Do not the Unbelievers see that the heavens and the earth were joined together (as one Unit of Creation) before We clove them asunder? We made from water every living thing. Will they Not then believe?”

[Al-Qur’an 21:30]

Only after advances have been made in science do we now know the cytoplasm, The basic substance of the cell is made up of 80% water. Modern research has also revealed that most organisms consist of 50% to 90% water and that every living entity requires water for its existence. Was it possible 14 centuries ago for any human being to guess that every living being was made of water? Moreover would such a guess be conceivable by a human being in the deserts of Arabia where there has always been scarcity of water? The following verse refers to the creation of animals from water:

”And Allah has created Every animal from water.”
[Al-Qur’an 24:45]

The following verse refers to the creation of human beings from water”It is He Who has Created man from water: Then has He established Relationships of lineage And marriage:for thy Lord Has power (over all things).”
[Al-Qur’an:25:54]

..:: sweet love story ::..

From the very beginning, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this gUy. Saying that it has got to do with family backgroUnd n that the girl will have to sUffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him. DUe to family's pressure, the coUple qUarrel very often. ThoUgh the girl love the gUy deeply, bUt she always ask him: "How deep is yoUr love for me?" As the gUy is not good with his words, this often caUses the girl to be very upset. With that n the family's pressUre, the girls often sent her anger on him. As for him, he only endUre it in silence. After a coUple of years, the gUy finally gradUated & decided to fUrther his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. BUt all I know is that I love yoU. If you allow me, I will take care of yoU for the rest of my life. As for yoUr family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will yoU marry me?" The girl agreed, & with the gUy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leaves, they got engaged. The girl went oUt to the working society, whereas the gUy was overseas, continUing his stUdies. They sent their love throUgh emails & phone calls. ThoUgh it's hard, bUt both never thoUght of giving up. One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke Up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injUred. Seeing her mUm crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her moUth was jUst a sigh. She has lost her voice...... The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caUsed her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, bUt with nothing coming oUt from her, she broke down. DUring the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still jUst silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart every time it rang. She does not wish to let the gUy know n not wanting to be a bUrden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer. With that, she sent the ring back to him. In retUrn, the gUy sent millions & millions of reply, and coUntless of phone calls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying.... The parents decided to move away, hoping that she coUld eventUally forget everything n be happy. With a new environment, the girl learn sign langUage & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she mUst forget the gUy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him. A year has passed n her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the gUy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was aboUt to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the gUy standing in front of her. He Used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign langUage. Just to let yoU know that I've not forgotten oUr promise. Let me have the chance to be yoUr voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled….

~We come to love not by finding a perfect person, bUt by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly~ a repost story =)

..:: quest quest quest ::..

What word best describes you?
~indescribable

Complete this sentence : when I’m old and 80, I’ll be…
~ a gUd n loving grandmother…eceh…

What would you do with a million bucks?
~give to charity and stUff the rest in my mattress

What is a girl’s best friend?
~I’ve to sUrvey about tis….interestingly enUff, almost everyone agrees with a diary n lip balm n handie??

Name the greatest song ever write?
~something stUpid..

What ‘s your most overused phrase?
~bUsUk..ngader..weksss

What a girl never say “no” to?
~never say no to makeover

What food can’t you live without?
~nasi goreng ikang masing =)

What would make the world a better place?
~I woUld have to say…WORLD PEACE...hehe doesn’t it soUnd like it’s taken from miss congeniality movie..

Which celeb gets your heart pumping?
~adam harris..dUn noe his real name…wish cUd ave candle light dinner wiff him

Who would you like to bring home to meet mom?
~mohd khairul hadi bin ramli…mr down to earth…wiff his great personality…did I mentioned tat he is cute??hehe

..:: truly madly deeply ::..

Am I at the beck n call of an egomaniac, a skinflint or an Unmitigated bUlly? While I can’t fight sUch aUthority,which I argUe that sUccess is the best revenge.
What actUally I can really really learn from a BAD boss??
Early on in my career, since I was in skewl or in college, I was whiz kid who toUght my biggest problem was an incompetent boss.Most of my time being Under a person called boss…sUm were gUd enUff n sUm were not bUt mostly=so bossy…aiyak…how we wanna know tat they are kind of BAD bosses?? i have figUre oUt some kind of them n in my opinion they are like wUt I’ve listed below.I’m not pointing sUmone here..I jUst tUlis per I yg raser,trUly from my heart…eceh..

a) the stone
b) the wimp
c) the cheapskate
d) the bUlly
e) the helicopter
f) the former friend
g) the blind jUdge
h) the no worries boss

It is often to take a while to discover U’r working for wimp becaUse she or he says all the rite thingy,the wimp promises to give me more money ops..did I talk about money??i mean I give..not only money..eheh n sUpport for my projects n really meant it at the time…Helllloo…who gonna be do tis…some sort of qUests…sign n sign n sign again..
I have find oUt tat I can’t win by making sUmbody else look bad n imcompetent people eventually make themselves look bad anyway. No matter who I work for, all I need is to find ways to bUild my own self-esteem. I never ever wanna to fall prey to seeing myself throUgh the eyes of sUmone who has somewUt distorted vision..

~sUmhow I wanna b a gUd job-partner..do things together n appreciate each other..tat is the beaUty of working together~

..:: why women lie ::..

One day, a seamstress was sewing while sitting close to a river & her thimble fell into the river. When she cried oUt, the Lord appeared & asked, "Why are yoU crying?" The seamstress replied that her thimble had fallen into the water & she needed the thimble to make her living. The Lord went down into the water & reappeared with a golden thimble. "Is this yoUr thimble?" the Lord asked. The seamstress replied, "No."The Lord again went down & came Up with a silver thimble. "Is this yoUr thimble?" the Lord asked. Again the seamstress replied, "No." The Lord went down again & came Up with a wooden thimble. "Is this yoUr thimble?" the Lord asked. "The seamstress replied, "Yes." The Lord was pleased with the woman's honesty & gave her all three thimbles to keep, & the seamstress went home happy. Some time later, the seamstress was walking with her hUsband along the riverbank & her hUsband fell into the river. When she cried oUt the Lord again appeared & asked her, "Why are yoU crying?" "Oh, Lord, my hUsband has fallen into the water!" The Lord went down into the water & came Up with Mel Gibson. "Is this your hUsband?" the Lord asked. "Yes," cried the seamstress.The Lord was fUrioUs, "You lied! That is an UntrUth!" The seamstress replied, "Oh, forgive me, my Lord. It is a misUnderstanding. You see, if I had said 'no' to Mel Gibson, yoU woUld have come Up with Tom CrUise. Then if I said 'no' to him, you woUld have come up with my hUsband. Then, If I had said 'yes', you woUld have given me all three. Lord, I am a poor woman & am not able to take care of all three hUsbands, so THAT'S WHY I said yes to Mel Gibson."
The moral of this story is: Whenever a woman lies, it is for a good & honorable reason & for the benefit of others. That's oUr story and... we're sticking to it!

~a story from zUL~

..:: lasting fwenship ::..

Having a gUd fwen n being a gUd fwen can enrich oUrdays n bring Us wiff lifelong satisfaction Fwenship however do not jUst happened BUilding lasting fwenship takes time n effort Many of Us says, i would like to ave more fwens,but I jUs dun’t ave time Yet we all have the time tat for it but we jUst simply can’t make it real I have read on a book where it stated on how to be a gUd fwen somehow..i still wonder..am I a gud fwen enUf?...let my fwens judge it.
1st..note little thing…a gUd fwen is someone who stands by Us dUring difficult times….simple little act of caring keep friendships going…erm..such as a bUrfday card..greeting card to ask..how are u or to wish gUd lUck in yoUr exams…
2nd…share oUr feeling..many people do not like telling their deepest feeling…they are also feel afraid to express their fears n disappointment…. if the fwens know aboUt their weakness, they won’t be like…..bUt this is certainly not trUe…bestfwen share every single things..wUt is the pUrpose for Us to ave gUd fwen??...fwens are easier to find..bUt true fwen as oUr soUl partner, is it hard to be wiff?? Dun noe..dun care…weks

~He who laugh last, laugh best..therefore…laugh sokmo =)

.::am i::..

Everyday I love U..eh nope..everyday I spent hoUrs upon doing the same roUtine....Watch n listen n sleep n eat...When I did, stereotypes n actions will b challenged..Unexpected gender relations really really really helped me to become a more sensitive, more aware, and more independent person...I was forced to pay attention always, even when I did not want ( wink wink wink) I gained my self confidence to ask qUestions what U r doing this and why U r doing tat.... Siiii.....This is the only way that I was going to learn....do help me... coUnt me in n bring it on... FINITO!!...

~sUmone told me..to err is hUman, bUt when the eraser wears oUt ahead of the pencil,yoU're overdoing it~

..:: eheks ::..

dak2 poyo keh keh keh

..:: assalamUalaikUm w.r.b ::..

1st time nak try gUne blog neh..may pal dok sebok sUrUh create satU n neh sasaje jerk..mengisi maser lapang...bUhsan dok Umah sebenarnyer..hihi...