~|| nAiVe ||~

Slmat poser 6 di bulan syawal

2007-10-24T02:43:00.000+08:00

masih terasa kehangatan rayer di bulan syawal nih. skrang nih dah nak masuk 2 minggu kter raye tp ampir tetiap hari sy g open house umah geng2 officemates, umah sedara mare n umah kengkawan. sambutan raye taun nih still mengekalkan konsep ala kadar ader ke konsep canggini ;p raye pertama pas solat sunat aidilfitri, g kubur even a day b4 raye mmg dah g kubur tuk bersihkan rumput2 yg tumbuh meliar, tabur chipping batu yg kaler putih ala2 marmar tuh sket. pas g kubur mule la kami sekeluarga beraya di rumah atok sedara, umah sedara mare, umah jiran tetangga, pahtuh g umah mak sedara kat kuala terengganu, g umah anak2 yatim, umah mak mentue ;p pendek kater sepanjang hari dok umah org!

raye kedua plak wat open house. fesyen baru la thun nih => pakai suar jeans. menu itu hari, nasik pilos resipi kewajipan mama tetiap taun, nasik kunyit, mee kari, tapai, lemang, ketupat pulut, tupat nasik n kuah kacang, satay, dan kuih muih. masuk tghr ayah bilang muak la makan nasik canggini, nak makan nasik putih. maka masakla saya nasik putih, kuah singgang daging, belacan, kerabu mangga. adik n angah dah sebok2 bakar satay setat kol 8.30 pagi. ayah plak mengalahkan pak menteri, very super busy. tetamu last merangkap kawan ayah dtg kol 11.30 mlm. penat tuh, mmg penat. Tapi amat berbaloi ;p

raye ketiga, seisi jalan2 umah sedara mare, umah kengkawan setat balik. tahun nih mmg amat best la seisi g umah org, sbb leh makan diff kuih muih, diff makanan n leh jumpe sedara mara yg b4 tis xpernah kenal pon. tercapai gak hasrat ayah tuk jumpe ampir semua sedara mara. kla, abis citer rayer tahun 2007, moga tahun depan sambutan raye lagih best ;p oh ye..selamat menunaikan puasa sunat syawal...moga ibadat, amal kebaikan kiter dterima Allah s.w.t aminnnnn

kije di bulan puase

2007-10-04T12:36:00.000+08:00

sy rase bulan puasa ni banyak perkara perlu diberi perhatian. contohnye kerja yang tak pernah abis,bile bulan puasa makin bertambah. memula puasa je selalu balik awal kol 430ptg. skrang dah dekat waktu berbuka baru menapak balik umah. sy tgh busy wat preparation tuk setting to work,pre comm n commisioning. sy ingat Resident Engineer dr consultant boleh tlg sy, tp same je. sy jugak yg berhempas pulas sorang2 buat method statement, siapkan schedule n watsoever yg kene wat tuk preparation tuk commisioning escpecially. penat tuh, Allah je yg tau. bukan penat badan sbb tetiap hari kene jumpe client,local authorities,public ppl,tp penat minda. patutla ader staff yg mencadangkan sy tambah2kan mknn berupa sayur. sy mmg tak ske makan sayur dr kecik.payah jugak nak makan bile dah besar nih.

skrang sy meluangkan masa sikit tuk agihkan kad2 raye, beli adiah tuk angah sempene besday die smlm dan paling penting wat kek pas solat terawikh. mak2 sedara plus kazen2 dah start order kek. lagih penat wat kije sampingan nih. x sampai ati plak rasernye xnk buat. orang dah mintk tolong bak kate pepatah org berbudi, kita berbahasa eh yeke camnih..anyhow, semoga bulan puasa nih bertambah2lah pahala, amalan tuk kebaikan dan kebajikan yg saya lakukan.kepada encik acik yg bakal beraya di UK tahun nih, semoga sihak selalu. jgn nanges ye,sbb bile nanges mmg muke ko comot sgt2.semoga saya dan semua umat islam yg mengerjakan ibadah puasa di bulan yang mulia ni senantiasa sihat dan hepi2 sokmo =)

ORGANIZATION GOAL

2007-09-16T15:43:00.000+08:00

i ZENTRUM ENTERPRISE

Short terms goal

1) To obtain 10 tenders from government and private sector
2) To gain company profit more than expected
3) To have customer trust in our services
4) Give a better and faster service with delivery on 24 hours
5) Wish to get award as good entrepreneur in performing new company

Long terms goal

1) Open outlets all over Malaysia
2) To have more than 10 workers and can widen the scope of nature business
3) High technology service used as new machine in high technology
4) Plan to has own premise

~jemput2 la ye singgah ke kedai patik

s.h.o.e

2007-09-12T16:02:00.001+08:00

looking towards my shoe, all memories remain…I bought my first nike sport shoe last 3 years...it's white plus red plus pinky stripes n 5 in size..kiddo??nahhhh...it seems like yesterday when puan wani and tuan judo helped me to buy a pair of nike shoe, i did not ask for white plus pinky plus red, it happened to be hohoho…now, it’s time to buy a new one…gud by my long fwen

Disposal date/time:10th September 2007 / 6.45pm
Disposal venue : front house

l.e.t.i.h

2007-09-11T17:19:00.000+08:00

I have been very tired for the whole yesterday nite and doing everything in my power not to get exhausted…shut down plant started at 9pm sept 09, end at 7.30am sept 10 as expected and I went back home at 9.00am…aiyokkk,my leg muscles become heavy and have burning stiffness as a result of standing plus walking for a very long time..ketuk-ketuk,picit and still picit again…mmg lenguh…still I can handle being so sick uhuk uhuk…

bekerja lah kito, se-ku-ek-nyo haha

Water Treatment Plant Shut Down

2007-09-09T17:34:00.000+08:00

We are going to carry out 3 main tasks for the live interconnections between Stage 1 & Stage 2A works during the 8 hours shut down of Hulu Terengganu Water Treatment Plant tonite. The plant was expected to be out of service until morning 5 am, while work took place to improve the plant's treatment processes and modify chemical handling capabilities. UGI ,CWM, SMHB, HMSB and SATU representatives will be in each site from 7.30pm to 7.30am for further action. nothing much to report today but really super busy wit papers, discussion, meeting, method statements, sakit prot, pressure, tension and lalalalala….let’s rock tonite!!!!

~Kene kije la smpai pagi esok uhuk uhuk uhuk

p.e.r.a.r.a.k.a.n

2007-09-06T17:02:00.000+08:00

dah almost a week kita sambut merdaka day…early morning 7.45am, tgh minum milo kosong…member2 staff dok borak…cik fareh,tau tak arininih ader perarakan depan opis kite?...yeke??lom pernah lagih tgk depan mater nih…mesti tak lepas peluang la..

50 years of independence… do people know what Merdeka is?..tepuk dada tanye selera...it was a sight to behold…visualize people from different races coming mutually on this meaningful day..it makes all the contributions worthwhile…i'm very proud of Malaysia…this year we strike the big number 50…. i'm a Malaysian...proud to be one too...again, to all Malaysians….Happy Independence Day! not to scale la cik fareh

a.n.t.u

2007-09-05T17:33:00.000+08:00

erlops...arinih tgh2 busy, sempat lagih sowang hambe Allah kasik gambo zaman belajar, zaman mude2 dolu2 hohoho....check tis out

Kepada gurl, saf, ili, nomie, acik....sowi bangat yer...mmg gambar nih xlusive sgt2..bile nak wat reunion..tgk budak2 skewl laen smua mmg best la...kiter???

s.k.e b.u.d.a.k

2007-09-04T13:28:00.000+08:00

mmg ske sangat2 kat budak2...esp yg blom mumaiyiz yeke eja camnih..yg paling terpahat dlm ati...seorang budak name irdina nadhirah..name manje, dina..budak nih kazen yg paling dekat la..jarang sangat die nanges..b4 uncle aiyi bapaknye dina kene kije kat putrajaya, ske sgt bawak die g jenjalan cari pakwe, g main kat playground and mcm2 la aktiviti lain...skrang dina dah 4 taun..dah g skewl pon...smlm kol mak die...dina ngamuk la along...die nak komputer sendiri..berebut ngan kakak die...aiseh minah kecik ni...

cita2 asal, nak jadik tokey bukak tadika...tapi skrang kerjaya dah bertukar..tatau la kenapa huhu..neway, really thankful to Al-Mighty Allah S.W.T for His blessing...this rezki...alhamdulillah for what I've been through till now...

~thanks to en babah toyon...miracle kan hehe

b.e.r.s.e.m.a.n.g.a.t

2007-09-03T15:27:00.000+08:00

dah lame sgt2 tak update blog nih...arinih nak ader gaya perubahan sket...memula..tekadkan azam,nekad nak berusaha dengan jayanye...cemerlang, gemilang, terbilang...ape aku merepek nih hohoho...arinih citer bermula ngan paip pecah kat dalam jamban opis..."mr Ng...meh tulun repair paip kecik dlm 1 inch dia. je kat jamban opis ambe"...."aiyo adik kecik....i ader kat golok nih.."...hampes, die takleh tulun aku...sedar2 aku sendirik g baiki...pende kecik jek...arinih mmg smngt gile g kije sbb pagi tadik mak masak nasik goreng pedas bile mau kurus cik fareh...miting kol 10am kat TNB, mkn kueh free, nasik dah xdpt masok dlm prot, kol 1 balik opis, lepak2...tgk email...aiyo, ader email dr SATU...balas ngan penuh dedikasi....tgk jam dah kol 4...baiki paip toilet seb bek blaja time KH dolu2...kendian makan epal..kendian...wat surat lagih...check report supervisor...FDT report kat consultant...minum air tebu...n skrang ngadap komputer lagih...mcm xbest jek plak arinih hohoho

epy new year

2007-01-03T13:54:00.000+08:00

epy new year

new life..new beginning...chill

..:: interviews ::..

2006-01-25T08:39:00.000+08:00

mock interview will b done in a few weeks . my fwens n i , undergraduate students from faculty of electrical n electronic engineering will b da interviewee by ppl in industrial which came from private sector . tis kind of interview might b a high pressure situation . it is so important to us becuz our future may depends on it , so we might feel apprehensive .

a business interview is a conversation between 2 ppl for a specific purpose. typically , da ppl take turns playing da roles of intervier n interviewee. even at a job interview , dun expect to b answering all da questions . show tat we are knowledgeable n intrested by asking some questions of our own . maintain a friendly but formal atitude , no matter how informal the interviewer may b . our professional atitude shud b reflected in our clothing as well as our behavior .

b true believer in passion in order to live fullest , then it becomes a generator set to make money as well keh keh pitih lagih entry kali neh = pn fahiza basir , head of MSC Technopreneurship n leadership centre , multimedia development corporation (MSC TLC ,MTD , MDC)

..:: life ::..

2006-01-20T03:42:00.000+08:00

wut i really want from my life...

my family including u , mr babah toyon
my fwens
my health
my looks
my studies
my educational goals
my time managements
my status in - life
my career
my future income goals more n more n more debits
my self-confidence
my status in life

i've to come up wiff sumthing tat cud equal or better , da impressive of my role model =)

..:: merepek lagi ::..

2006-01-17T03:25:00.000+08:00

a university eduacation is not only a stepping stone towards any competitive profession , it also provides for a well- rounded person . i wud like to study in da university for da love of learning n to become educated n to make big money . kerje = pitih eheks . as for me , learning is a life - long process . there shud b a constant need for intellectual satisfaction , a personal quest to go intellectually .

i just wanna expand my knowledge , broaden my vision n values in life , develop lifeskills n to become a more thoughtful n responsible citizen n tat is something tat nobody can take away from me .

..:: teentalk::..

2006-01-12T08:35:00.000+08:00

wut do u feel when u think u are in love , rapid heartbeats , sweaty palms , giddy feeling , breathlessness n butterflies in stomach..how can we tell whether it is the real thingy . after all we can get rapid heartbeats, sweaty palms n so on when we are about to take big examination too rite . eh , bukan entry jiwang tapinyer hihi .

I realise how much my parents do love me in spite of da one tat loves me too wink wink ..

in most cases ppl are closer to their mothers , same wiff me eheks . my mum , at-home type who spends time wiff my sibling n of course my dad too hihi . an issue which i was tottally touched was the love tat my mum showed me even i guess my dad loves my angah more than me iskh..yeke ...

Even tho I don't say it out to u , I love you mom (ayah dun get jealous) n nothing can stop me to love u . n I appreciate all u've done for me all these years. Without u, I'll be nothing. millions of thank u *hug n kisses* muax muax muax* abes air liuq =)

..:: a history ::..

2006-01-11T10:48:00.000+08:00

i have both , gud n bad history . ppl always say forget the past n start with a new life . well history has certain attractions tat ensure its inclusion in da general scheme of education . not only is it meant to produce a well- informed mind , it also provides answers tat we are curious . in my opinion , history helps to gather material for da purpose of manufacturing into experience.

history throws light on da strenght n weaknesses of certain episodes which impart valuable lessons for posterity. some of problems of today can best b explained by da events in da past . it possesses da key to some of our present day prdedicants .history .... indeed imparts da kind of knowledge tat can be used to broaden our consciousness hmmm

p/s: ayahanda called time CikGu tdo ( jam dah tunjuk kol 10pagi ) kelam kabut nak betulkan sore . anakanda , ptg neh sampai kol 7 cam beser ke ? tanyer ayahnda ngan pnoh semangat . erk , takla ..anakanda dah sampai college smlm . xyah susah2 la erk ...uwaaaaaa...terharunyer ayahanda mau amik kat terminal ..tuh dikire history ke ? naaaah

..:: hat es untertitel ::..

2006-01-10T16:23:00.000+08:00

when deadlines are met , it provides all wiff a sense of achievement n success n it provides da guidelines for establishing new deadlines tat are again challenging n attainable . y erk u mumbling around fareh ? ? dunno la ...CEO Clean Clean Sdn Bhd la katakan muahahaha

l.e.a.d.e.r.s.h.i.p

trust me ... it is not as same wud believe simply telling ppl wut to do n aving da power to make them to do . agree ? da true leader is one who has da ability to influence or inspire others to follow , tat is getting results tru motivation. to b successful as a leader , some form of vission n planning are essential . if da leader is not constantly surveying in the terrain ahead , both leader n followers may find themselves in a bind . da leader has to provide da guidance n direction for followers .

a point to remember is da importance of contingency plans tat can b put into operation shud something unexpected go wrong . da leader who is truly on top of according to plan . da wise planner will ave contingency plans for such for all such situations , including da worst case scenario . tis gives da leader not only da appearance but also da fact of being in control no matter wut happens full stop eheh =)

..:: sich naher kommen ::..

2006-01-05T19:51:00.000+08:00

*getting closer*

kaLu kiter nak kawan ngan sesiaper pon dlm dunie nih xsalah . selagi boleh kawan pe salahnyer kawan . banyak advantages yg kiter leh dpt . tak salah menambah koleksi kawan cume kene pandai jager relationship tuh n tau batas2 die nih kalu opposite sex .untuk zuL===>ko kene paham btol2 , cepat khatam quran. kawan gak leh tlg carik tempat pektikel sbg cnth , kawan leh tlg beli food sambel jeling kat chik yat , kawan leh tlg kemas meje makan , kejut subuh , dgn jeritan yg agak malu fareh!!!!cepat mandi sambel jeling jaa , kawan yg ske menglamourkan diri kawan die ngan letak namer kawan die kat status ym sambel jeling juya , kawan yg tlg kawan die dlm pelajaran sambel jeling inah.

janganla sampai putus kawan , kalu ader yang buat silap salingla bermaafan cam ari rayer . kalu dah lamer tak bertegur tanpa sebab , tegurla balik . mungkin kiter terlupe yang dulu kiter pernah kawan baik dengan die , share secrets , share semuala . yang penting idop nih sementara , kalu tak sempat mintak maaf camner , x ke naye.

“Tidak bersilaturahim (namanya) orang yang membalas kunjungan atau pemberian, tetapi (yang dinamakan bersilaturahim adalah) yang menyambung apa yang putus” (Hadis Riwayat Bukhari).

CikGu nak ucapkan gud luck kat zuL,semoger berjaya dlm aper jue yg diperjuangkan . chaiyok2!!

esok balek umah tok berayer aji. umah CikGu wat kenduri kesyukuran sket , jadik sesiape yg nak dtg , mehla jgn memalu.sape yg dok jauh tuh, tahun2 dpn la ye baru bles berayer bersamer =)

esok besday adik==>najjahtul husna ramli dgn ucapan semoga kurus selalu :))

..:: akemashite omedeto ::..

2006-01-01T21:05:00.000+08:00

“fareh,awak bz x?” satria baja yellow tanyer sambel wat2 muker manjer . tepi cik yat dikelilingi satria baja purple aka zuria n satria baja blue aka suliza n satria baja merah aka inah (nih ketua kitorang muahahahaha) ”erk, xbz pon…nih tgh melayan game pizza frenzy(best wooo try ar main),apsal?” satria baja pink wat2 muke konpius..”jom kuar makan sambel2 leh countdown. Agak bernas gak cadangan cik yat tuh…malam nu yeeer la katakan”ok gak,makan maner?”..”kiter g mcD kat TC”…”ok set”…otw g sane alamak , kete penuh.bersimpang siur (btol ke ayat CikGu nih)…cancel g TC kiteworang lepak mcD megamall,makan2 sambel ushar2 kot2 ader pakwes yang encem2 muahahaha…apsal la org kuantan nih..pakaian dieworang pelik sgt2…xsanggup nak citer…nih mesia ke , negara org puteh…mcm bukan musim winter , mcm musim panas..kat maner erk dieworang sorok badan dieworang time winter (astaga behave k behave fareh huhu)..kiteworang xjadik nak lepak2 kat TC,so plan B menyusul..aper plan B? balik hostel n TIDO…huhu..maker kol 12tepat mlm,sambut nu yeeer ngan ahli dewan satria sekalian….best ke??...same jerk cam taun2 lepas...pastuh

fareez : ko setat pektikel bile
CikGu : 15 mei sampei 16 august 2006.apsal?
fareez : xdela,aku dah tanyer dah member aku tu

CikGu : ok shoot!!
fareez : syarikat electronic kat klang . xyah masok plant tp maintain aircond kat rumah mayat

CikGu : xmo laaaaaa….( gulp *mati aku* sadis btol)
fareez : dahtuh…demand la ko nehhhhh

Kalu kowang la kan dok tempat CikGu , mesti xnak kan…aperla jadik maintainer aircond bilik mayat….tgk citer antu pon tak berani…lemah semangat woooo

..:: omedeto ::..

2005-12-30T20:34:00.000+08:00

tahniah kat my noty2 sisters...

my pretty pretty wOw angah , nurul izzaty bt ramli sbb dpt full A tuk PMR

my bulat bulat wOw adik , najjahtull husna bt ramli full A gak tuk UPSR

my chumil, pemalu adik , nurfarhana bt ramli full A tuk UPSR (nih adik saper yg sebenarnyer)

tgk gambor tangan yg tampal kat dinding hok adik ana buat, along tau doh bulesnyer...

sowi sbb lambat sgt sgt sgt masuk entry kali neh...neway tahniah skalik lagih....insyaAllah pasnih wat leklok plak tuk SPM n PMR

*CikGu tarak idea*

..:: dah hapdet cik cipud ::..

2005-08-31T11:29:00.000+08:00

Dah lamer tak hapdet…atas permintaan cipud…CikGu hapdet neh..2 3 minggu neh CikGu bz la…wat PSM…alhamdulillah…dah present dah jumaat pas…arap2 project neh menjadik…GENERATOR SET FOR PORTABLE VEHICLES…camner nak expand kan rechargeable battery..rumit sgt..ingat bles alter sikit2 jerk..skalik ader bnyk sgt devices yang kene guner..tajuk neh pernah diproposekan oleh satu international company based kat KL tuk UCET buat..Dr Abdullah dgn sukecitenye suwuh CikGu buat…al-terlopong la mulut CikGu…uwaaaaaaaa..nih tajuk besoooo…tapi takpe..katernyer kiter gune +12V sahaje…JE??...adoiii…penat otak pikir…bahagian literature review tuh…website ngan buku maner yg CikGu lom bukak…smua bukak smater2 nak carik appropriate devices yg leh guner…

sem break neh ingat lehla joli ikan keli ngan dak busuk…skalik…kene siapkan model..uwaaaaa…tampak gayer cipud telah mengatasi cikgu dlm “kekerapan berngedet”…huh jeles2….oh ye sblom terlupe..slamat menyambut ari kemerdekaan kpd semua rakyat mesia...dak busuk gak leh ngadap tv pepagi buter tgk org berbaris…CikGu gak kene ngadap buku..ari khamis September 1 2005, 8 pagi test preventive and maintenance….kol 10 pagi test electromagnetic field….kol 8 malam..test Japanese language

(hiragana..katakana…maukemena…adoiiiiiiii)

..:: stop dreaming ::..

2005-07-27T08:31:00.000+08:00

biler ntah aku nak rajin bangun awal..kalu weekend mintak maapla...mmg bgn lewat wooo

if only smua bende kat fingertips...

smua yg bakal buat mmg suit ngan jiwa dan raga nih .....

bnyk keje lagih nak kene wat fareh oiiiiiiiii....PSM kene update twice a week..jumpe tuan shaikh twice a week....balik ganu everyweek..ader date ngan kengkawan kat ABM...quizes,exams etc...siapkan lab report..basuh baju?? abes bilenyer maser nak g ronggeng....uuuwaaaaaaaaaaaa sedeynyer...

..:: once upon a time ::..

2005-07-18T02:01:00.000+08:00

Malam tuh dak busuk suwuh suggestkan few names tuk die..belek balik album lamer..nahh...nih kengkawan skolah dulu...pempuan jerk tau..yelah takkan nak suggest name dak laki kot...
Dak2 kelas 4 delima Sekolah Rendah Tengku Ampuan Intan (SRTAI)…cepat2 sementara stok masih ader

Nurliayana kamaruddin (nih anak cikgu rokiah..blaja kat KUTKM skrang...amik letrik gak)
Aznarina johan (ntah..pas spm..tak ingat ke maner)
Norafifi (nih jadik seketeri sowang menteri kat putrajaya..pewiit...lawo lening)
Wan nurfadillah (blaja kat KUSTEM amik perikanan...minah paling cun dlm kelas dulu..kompem ikan pon tertarik..no tepon 012-92 dot dot dot)
Zulaiha binti mohammad (amik hotel n managment....ntah maner lesap)
Suraya binti abu bakar (pas mrsm jasin...g utm amik komputer..kat fwenster ader..check balik)
Roslina (erk..dah kawin kot..dgr citer la)
Nurashikin (nih jadik cikgu skolah rendah..tapi lesap gak..tanyer ise..die dok sebelah umah ise dulu..bapak die keje TNB kalu dok silap)
Norlailatul wahidah (amik engine kat UKM..citer2 asal=lawyer..dulu satu kelas kat mrsmKT..dok cayer tanyer encik naim kiter)
Mahani binti abu bakar(arituh jupe kat DM pemborong...kawai!!)
Wan shamsida nazira binti wan salim (anak cikgu wan salim...dak jasin same ngan suraya..minah nih amik komputer kat ukm eh ye ke..luper..tapi jumpe sem lepas...cun...masih single eheh)
Syarifah hasibah binti syed hussin (ikut mak die jadik cikgu...die pon single... masok minang trus pon bles)
Salina binti ibrahim (hahaha...best fwen nih...dari kecik sampai beso...selang 3 umah jerk dr umah...sakit prot pon leh jerit mintak panadol...ah cunnnnnnnnnyer minah nih..dulu uduh sepang hahaha...tapi xnak kasik kat budak busuk)
Ainul haryati (oh dimanakah dikau sekarang)
Nurul huda binti mat said (amik bioteknologi kat uitm shah alam..alim wooooo)
Farahtullnajjah binti abdul kadir (calon faveret...dilengkapi package yang amat menarik...bakal cikgu biologi..member jalan2 carik makan dan member bergossip eheh..kpd ise...any comment?)
Tuan haffeiza binti tuan hussin (arituh wat medic..dgr kabo quit sbb nak wat lawyer..minah nih mmg bijok sgt2..makan aper ntah..raser same jerk..pas skolah rendah g mrsm grik..g mrsm tepeng pastuh kat banting pastu???lesap lagih)
N.u.r.f.a.r.i.h.a.n binti r.a.m.l.i (not available...wekkkkkkks)

p/s: kepada ise....gambo mu ader sekeping due ..time kiter amik duit saguhati upsr dari yayasan trgn skalik ngan farah (oh aku sbot farah ke hehe) feizza,wan shamsida,suraya,aznarina n lailatul ..lawo plok tgk ise pakai kasut skoloh kaler putih,baju kemeja putih n suar kaler ija...eheh

..:: Why it’s better to be up ::..

2005-07-14T09:36:00.000+08:00

Sounds familiar??..When an incident occurs, I have to react to it….ok we might say in generally=ok….wiff producing negative or positive feelings inside me,myself….But whenever the negative feelings can actually be useful because they make me go back to change the upsetting incident…. I was once upset and hurt but the outcome was tat I’m double-checked my work and didn’t make the same mistake again….willing to change??for gud??..why not..rite??…I pray for tat…day n nite….

Naturally, I might think it’s the things other people say n do tat upset myself, but in fact it upset me,myself again n again..….Problems occur however when the way react is inappropriate to the situation…When things go wrong n negative feelings kick in, instead of being appropriately sorry for depressed, will end up being inappropriately sorry or depressed…I don’t feel motivated to change the event tat caused the emotion in the first place…. Instead waste or energy being wrapped up in the feeling itself.…I have to stick wiff “…it’s not really terrible nor unbearable…If it was, I would die of it….And I’m not worthless because of it, because I’m not wut I do….I only failed under these circumstances and falling some of the time is normal, because I’m a fallible human being…”

..:: skewl dah nak bukak ler ::..

2005-07-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

Ho ho ho (CikGu plak tiru ayat cipud)....

skewl dah nak bukak…mesti ader semangat baru,semangat tuk blaja!!!..sem nih ader 17 kredit..ya Allah,takutnyer….bles ke CikGu neh..insyaAllah,bles kot..dah takleh main2…nih final year…kalu tgk subject yang bakal di amik sem baru nih,mcm tof gak ar seposen. ader 17 credits,dlm ramai2 lecturer tuh,sowang je CikGu kenal…encik Hamdan Danial sbb die encem ekekek…yg lain,smua lecturer yang TAK pernah ngajo CikGu ,even tak kenal muker pon.ader satu lagi subject yang lom didaftarkan tuh, subject robotic und automotive…bles tak cik fareh oiiiii…adus…

last sem amik mandarin,tis sem amik bahase japan plak..apsal tak amik bahasa german?? ntah..no ideas

tuk kengkawan CikGu dak2 karen final year,CikGu ucapkan slamat kembali blaja..moge sem nih kiter dapat idop ngan aman dan damai di utan ucet terchenta..seb baek subject encik nik kamil tarak…lege woooooo

..:: kaler hijau baek tuk mater ::..

2005-06-28T09:27:00.000+08:00

Due mlm dok dalam utan totally super best…one of my deepest thought “ I want to do something gud in my life” n I have found a new calling life.. This is my time to grow and flourish my time to be the person I truly can be and show the world I'm not some weak gurl who can’t deal with a bit of stress…being in utan wiff my cousins,cikgu2 skolah rendah n anak2 murid seramai 53 orang terasa boring maser cuti tu dah decrease sket dienyer percentage…muker dah naik minyak then paham2 jela kalu dah berminyak tuh…bowing btolll…day one sebaik saje sampai budak2 dah jerit,,,CikGu farehhh…waaa…bangga jap sbb dah ader orang yang kasik semangat tuk jadi CikGu.... last week mmg dah bersama diorang tuk camping…nih tuk motivation camp plak…dah masak same2…dah mandai samer2 ngan anak2 murid darjah 6 yang bakal pekser this year…hihi…sonot sgt berada dikalangan mereka…day two tuh pepagi buter CikGu dah berendam…yelah..kang naik tengahari ramai plak orang datang mai berkelah (kan tempat public)…ampir 2 jam gak CikGu main air ngan achik…best2..sjok tahap dewa arr..patutla mlm tdo lene sunggoh…mmg sjok…naseb baik tak ramai orang…sampai umah jerk…qada’ tdo la…tdo je manjang..anak kucing pon kalah…aiseh…

Its beautiful sunshine outside but I just feel cold and alone…smlm ann 2nd best……last time=awesome!!! Hati manis =)

..:: my darling baby toyon ::..

2005-06-21T21:04:00.000+08:00

Kiss me quick,while we still have this feeling Hold me close and never let me go Cause tomorrows can be so uncertain Love can fly and leave just hurtin' Kiss me quick because I love you so Kiss me quick and make my heart go crazy Sigh that sigh and whisper oh so low Tell me that tonight will last forever Say that you will leave me never Kiss me quick because I love you so Let the band keep playin' while we are swayin' Let's keep on prayin' that we'll never stop Kiss me quick I just can't stand this waiting' Cause your lips are lips I long to know Oh that kiss will open heaven's door And we'll stay there forever more So kiss me quick because I love you so Let the band keep playin'while we are swayin' Let's keep on prayin' that we'll never stop Kiss me quick I just can't stand this waiting' Cause your lips are lips I long to know Oh that kiss will open heaven's door And we'll stay there forever more So kiss me quick because I love you so Kiss me quick because I love you so Kiss me quick because I love you so

~teringat balik lagu zaman 60's...tak smua org ske lagu zaman dolu2,but 4 me it just a simple n sweet song....try tengok die nyer lirik...ulang pende same...kelakar...pandai plak CikGu komen :D

..:: tensennyer arineh ::..

2005-06-19T20:55:00.000+08:00

beg duit ilang (ketar lutut gak nak kasik tau mak)..secara otomatiknyer,wang ringgit mesia,sekeping duit euro kesayangan (penat wat bunge iskhh) atm cards,gambo roomates yang wani kasik,sticker mail yang kakak pejabat pos kasik, medical check up card, note from ida my sis, invois kenyir golf resort (lom kasik kat achik),and small-small things…semua i.l.a.ng….sedeynyer…

mak suwuh g bank batalkan semua accounts..malasnye nak gerak…

kene copy balik notes yang dr muzri kasik…200 pages n lebey..adoi….sakitnyer tangan ku nanti….due date = tis khamis (sempat ke…)

kene banyok sabo nih....aiseh..

..:: stress head ::..

2005-06-15T20:42:00.000+08:00

Today really had a gud time together wiff my “new fwens” in ABM. Topic of the day tat we pot pet at warung nearby wuz as CikGu tulis kat atas tuh…n now on CikGu realize tat I have a lot of work to do during skewl days…projects, assignments, home works n encik nik kamil’s project which CikGu considered as a killer subject n even in weekends which is so so stressful….the most important thing is having a great healthy diet..most of the days CikGu don’t have time for proper meals or even a gud nite’s rest…stress n a not so healthy diet often go hand in hand…whenever the going to gets tense stick to eating healthy to lower my stress levels…never skip meals..tat’s wut doc mentioned n it is gud…even can’t find time…CikGu’ll make sure eat regurlarly…em.."s.a.y.u.r??? eeeeee syntex error "adoi…lemah btol…I’m searching those peeps who did the same thing…ader ke diorang gelak biler CikGu buang sayur dalam popia tuh iskhh….jahat sungguh my new fwens neh…avoid caffeinated beverages instead drink or eat fruits…Owh tadik CikGu makan durian n mempelam …bukan mempelam putik…..putik?? tulun terang sket encik pembetul grammar…hihi…

~low blood pressure eheh….

..:: day two ::..

2005-06-14T20:30:00.000+08:00

230ptg raser lebey sket kot sampai kat ABM (akademi binaan Malaysia) kat Jenagor,14km dari kole berang yang terchenta….nih dah kali kedua melepak kat sini,eh bukan melepak tapi masok kelas…dok blaja wiring,psl motor controller tuk PSM yg bakal CikGu buat,tp lom dapat pengesahan yang sepenuhnyer dari tuan penasihat,Dr sheikh nasir bin sheikh abdul rahman selaku my former dean faculty of electrical n electronic engineering kat UCET….secara keseluruhannye setelah 2 ari dok attend kelas yg tak wajib nih, rupernyer controller nih same jerk ngan PLC yang CikGu blaja kat skewl CikGu cume ianya manual bukan gune program yang dpt trace dari computer…..nak kater kuno,xgak sbb tanyerla maner2 kilang kat mesia nih,semua guna bende yang sama….control panel yang bapok beso tuh sempatla CikGu cilok wat balik umah tapi secara sah daripada penasihat baru Dr Muzri bin Aziz,tuk di tilik di belek,di analisis ,di hipotesis,wat pemboleh ubah bersandar aiseh macam wat report skolah rendah jerk...dlm class tuh yakni kelas electric major tuk controller ader 28 org lelaki tak termasuk CikGu di maner CikGu sowang jerk pempuan...semua student kene dok secara berpasangan,CikGu dok sowang2…sedeynye…tapi takpe…diorang banyak tolong CikGu,btolkan litar,tlg skru,even nak cabut connector…mostly banyak CikGu kater XPER,saya boleh buat sendirik…nok tunjuk terror benornyer even tok terror maner pong wekss…average umo plajar kat sini dalam 19-40 tahun….yang bestnyer dari pelajar jurusan architecture,electrical,mechanical n dot dot dot,cikgu sowang jerk pendatang dengan izin dan sowang2nye PEMPUAN aiyak ulang lagih ayat nih….class nih CikGu sesaje jerk masok,mengisi maser lapang tuk time2 cuti nih, xyah bayo pong cumer kabo ke pihak atasan jerk….bukan secara haram,halal jerk….naseb baik bapak sedara sepupu sepapat yang jadik lecturer kat sini, mintak tulun dr dier (wat muker sedey sket…pasti org tlg kiter eceh)…..ape yang amat amat dan amat menarik kat sini dimana dalam kelas yang CikGu attend tuh ader 3 orang engineer yang amik sijil kemahiran yang ditawarkan kat ABM tuh….salah sowang tuh encik nazmi umo dalam 26 tahun dan seorang engineer TNB,pon still wat part time blaja balik pasal controller…..raser kagum sangat2 kat kebanyakan budak2 kat sini yang almostnyer tak masok university pon,cume setakat amik sijil dan kerja ngan syarikat swasta….pengkhususan dalam kemahiran la yang membuatkan diorang nih mahal sbb diorang dikire master even engineers pon tatau…nih pengalaman yang diceritakanla,sbb sowang engineer tu hanyer tau mengarah,nak troubleshoot pon nak kene panggil pomen..yeke??... komen sket wahai bakal engineer sekalian …. ha..golongan mereka2 nihla diorang panggil pomen walhal diorang tatau yang pomen lagih superb diorang punyer kemahiran….emm dengan keluasan 20 ekar n project menjangkau 63 juta ringgit,dikira satu lagih la kemajuan kat kole berang nih selain empangan hidroelektrik yang tak sampai 2 minit pon dari ABM nih…pomot2 jgn tak pomot….bukan ke encik adi nak jadik PM??...pe kater bagunkan kole berang yang terchenta nih dulu ahicks…yang bagusnyer tentang ABM nih sbb dapat tolong plajar bumiputera yang tak dapat g memaner lepas SPM…..mungkin diorang tak terror tuk amik pekse atau secara teori tapi tuk wat keje secara hands on test,diorang mmg dah peringkat PHD….adoi letihla..kelas sakning setat kol 3 sampai kol 5 ptg…bnyk gak yang CikGu blajar..alhamdulillah….moger lekat dalam kepala neh,n moga berjaya PSM yang bakal CikGu buat….wa….lupe plak..cantik sgt pemandangan luar tingkap,ader bukit beso yang ader kepulan asap..aisheh..asap ke kabus ke aper (tlg btolkan encik pembetul grammar)…sjok sgt..nih best kalu dok kampong…ader air terjun lak dari bukit yang sungguh beso itu…takpe2…esok CikGu citer lagih sbb esok ader kelas..ngantuk ngantuk ngantuk…CikGu tdo dulu…

p/s: cipud ko janji nak transfer kedit kan =)

..:: morning ::.

2005-06-11T08:24:00.000+08:00

bangun pagi buter nih mak dah setat ceramah die..die pesan..smua yg kiter nk ,tak pasti semuanyer kiter dpat..gee..bukanke kalu kiter ushe kiter akan dapat..mak ckp lagih..mmg la dpt..tapi kalu dah ketentuan mmg kiter tak dapat,nak wat camner...pastuh..mak ckp lagih..jgn terlalu berharap..dalam pada tuh dok pikir aper yg mak cakap tuh sempat gak abiskan kepok keping satu tupperware beso tuh...pastuh tanyer mak...abes kalu along btol2 nak camner...mak balas balik...aih..tak abis2 lagih pikir pende tuh...bukan aper..along saje je nak pastikan along dapat aper yang along nak......tuh jerk..pastuh mak ckp lagih..berusahe jerk...mak sokong jerk aper yang along buat...asalkan jadik..nih best nih dapat mak yg spoting huhu...jadik cikgu best ker??nak kene ubah pemikiran skrang...dulu tak nak jadik cikgu...jadik skrang nih kene setat mencintai dunia perguruan..haha...simpan certificate yg bakal ader... .framekan....hihi....GikGu??hm...best pe kan??

~kami guru malaysia..berikrar dan berjanji =)

..:: Sayang Ibu Tiada Batasannya ::..

2005-06-10T08:00:00.000+08:00

Ketika ibu saya berkunjung, ibu mengajak saya untuk shopping bersamanya kerana dia menginginkan sepasang kurung yg baru. Saya sebenarnya tidak suka pergi membeli belah bersama dengan orang lain, dan saya bukanlah orang yang sabar, tetapi walaupun demikian kami pergi juga ke pusat membeli belah tersebut. Kami mengunjungi setiap butik yang menyediakan pakaian wanita, dan ibu saya mencuba sehelai demi sehelai pakaian dan mengembalikan semuanya. Seiring hari yang berlalu, saya mulai penat dan kelihatan jelas riak2 kecewa di wajah ibu. Akhirnya pada butik terakhir yang kami kunjungi, ibu saya mencuba satu baju kurungyang cantik . Dan kerana ketidaksabaran saya, maka untuk kali ini saya ikut masuk dan berdiri bersama ibu saya dalam fitting room, saya melihat bagaimana ibu mencuba pakaian tersebut, dan dengan susah mencuba untuk mengenakannya. Ternyata tangan-tangannya sudah mulai dilumpuhkan oleh penyakit radang sendi dan sebab itu dia tidak dapat melakukannya, seketika ketidaksabaran saya digantikan oleh suatu rasa kasihan yang dalam kepadanya. Saya berbalik pergi dan cuba menyembunyikan air mata yang keluar tanpa saya sedari. Setelah saya mendapatkan ketenangan lagi, saya kembali masuk ke fitting room untuk membantu ibu mengenakan pakaiannya. Pakaian ini begitu indah, dan ibu membelinya. Shopping kami telah berakhir, tetapi kejadian tersebut terukir dan tidak dapat saya lupakan dari ingatan . Sepanjang sisa hari itu, fikiran saya tetap saja kembali pada saat berada di dalam fitting room tersebut dan terbayang tangan ibu saya yang sedang berusaha mengenakan pakaiannya. Kedua tangan yang penuh dengan kasih, yang pernah menyuapi, memandikan saya, memakaikan baju, membelai dan memeluk saya, dan terlebih dari semuanya, berdoa untuk saya, sekarang tangan itu telah menyentuh hati saya dengan cara yang paling berbekas dalam hati saya. Kemudian pada malam harinya saya pergi ke kamar ibu saya mengambil tangannya, lantas menciumnya ... dan yang membuatnya terkejut, saya memberitahunya bahwa bagi saya kedua tangan tersebut adalah tangan yang paling indah di dunia ini. Saya sangat bersyukur bahwa Tuhan telah membuat saya dapat melihat dengan sejelasnya, betapa bernilai dan berrharganya kasih sayang yang penuh pengorbanan dari seorang ibu.Saya hanya dapat berdoa bahwa suatu hari kelak tangan saya dan hati saya akan memiliki keindahannya tersendiri. Dunia ini memiliki banyak keajaiban, segala ciptaan Tuhan yang begitu agung, tetapi tak satu pun yang dapat menandingi keindahan tangan Ibu...

~to mUm wiff love~ a repost story =)

..:: ann ::..

2005-05-30T15:08:00.000+08:00

few days lewat takpe...better late than never..tol tak...

~~~kiter kan comel~~~

..::learn sUmthing new::..

2005-05-27T20:30:00.000+08:00

I Used to hate doing anything I wasn’t gUd at… It was a sUre sign of less-than-perfectness, n ave to face it..,am I ready to admit tat?...*sign*..not being gUd at something gives me the chance to say “hey I’m wonderfUl of doing tat even I’m not gUd enUf”. Besides which, finding tat I still have the capacity to master a new skill, makes me feel like a trUe kid again =) complete wiff tat “I’m the greatest!!!” ego boost haha

..::in her shoe::..

2005-05-25T09:00:00.000+08:00

When I find myself acting or thinking like my mother the realization can prove so confronting tat I may give myself a hard time about how mUch I’m following in her footsteps…how mUch I try to defy my mother’s inflUence as an adUlts depends on how loving..trUsting n close my relationship wiff her was…I’ve wonderfUl relationship wiff my mUm even sUmetime I noticed tat I’m gUd wiff my relatives more than her..i dUn noe..bUt tat was fine when I was living at home, bUt once I started Uni I wanted to be seen as my own person...one thing I can’t stopped telling her aboUt all problems becaUse I strongly need her!!…and tat’s totally her…sUmhow all I needed to learn how to make my own decisions…this was hard on my mUm and at times I coUld tell she was hUrt, bUt it necessary for me to go throUgh it so I coUld step out of her shadow and become my own person…

~bonda, anakanda Udah besar =)

..:: get moving ::..

2005-05-24T07:45:00.000+08:00

Not perfect? erm…sUmhow I keep thinking on how to get solUtions tat’ll save even my worst doUbt-myself day. Finding ways to get probs solve not my agenda of a day..self-esteem? hm…like thin thighs n trUst fUnds, self-esteem is endowed to the fortUne few at birth..most people has different kind of self-esteem..like me..i tot I haven’t ave it till people surroUnding mentioned tat I ave one!! LUcky me n pity me..eheh..diff people learn self-confidence at their parent’s knee…from the earliest age, they’re told time n time again how terrific they are..n they believe it! From there they got impressed bUt I wasn’t one of them…I gUess I got my self-esteem the old-fashioned n I earned it…over the years, I figUre out tat being down on myself didn’t get me anywhere bUt fUrther down..i also discovered tat while I coUldn’t control every element of my life..coUldn’t make every man fall in love wiff me (cos I’ve already have one n ave to stick wiff it!!)..wasn’t able to conjUre career success from the air..n I coUld determine how I felt aboUt myself. N learning to feel tat I’m preety (better b cUte hehe..perasan gilos) freaking farihan fabulous too..eheh..

~may da best moves win~

..:: one fine sunday ::..

2005-05-22T09:35:00.000+08:00

I haven't been able to write ~better be coping =) ~ for a few days well been bUsy and getting some decent sleep. I feel so no life these days….Fell sick…got well only today ( leh cayerk ke? lalala) ….Then everyday of this whole week was cUti day ….There's like a test every week ( test for being a gUd daUghter instead of being a gUd stUd)….U KnoW… can't wait for classes…really miss my old school n hate being in University…cess…Long break? Aiyo…tataU nak watpe =) I'm really bored now. It's jUst that I jUst refUse to start on my homework, and project work..alahai….bnyk keje maaa…. There's nothing interesting on da telly either….

~kekadang kiter wat salah…sorry =(

..::EVERY LIVING THING IS MADE OF WATER::..

2005-05-20T16:19:00.000+08:00

Consider the following Qur’an verse:

”Do not the Unbelievers see that the heavens and the earth were joined together (as one Unit of Creation) before We clove them asunder? We made from water every living thing. Will they Not then believe?”

[Al-Qur’an 21:30]

Only after advances have been made in science do we now know the cytoplasm, The basic substance of the cell is made up of 80% water. Modern research has also revealed that most organisms consist of 50% to 90% water and that every living entity requires water for its existence. Was it possible 14 centuries ago for any human being to guess that every living being was made of water? Moreover would such a guess be conceivable by a human being in the deserts of Arabia where there has always been scarcity of water? The following verse refers to the creation of animals from water:

”And Allah has created Every animal from water.”
[Al-Qur’an 24:45]

The following verse refers to the creation of human beings from water”It is He Who has Created man from water: Then has He established Relationships of lineage And marriage:for thy Lord Has power (over all things).”
[Al-Qur’an:25:54]

..:: sweet love story ::..

2005-05-19T10:42:00.000+08:00

From the very beginning, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this gUy. Saying that it has got to do with family backgroUnd n that the girl will have to sUffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him. DUe to family's pressure, the coUple qUarrel very often. ThoUgh the girl love the gUy deeply, bUt she always ask him: "How deep is yoUr love for me?" As the gUy is not good with his words, this often caUses the girl to be very upset. With that n the family's pressUre, the girls often sent her anger on him. As for him, he only endUre it in silence. After a coUple of years, the gUy finally gradUated & decided to fUrther his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. BUt all I know is that I love yoU. If you allow me, I will take care of yoU for the rest of my life. As for yoUr family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will yoU marry me?" The girl agreed, & with the gUy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leaves, they got engaged. The girl went oUt to the working society, whereas the gUy was overseas, continUing his stUdies. They sent their love throUgh emails & phone calls. ThoUgh it's hard, bUt both never thoUght of giving up. One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke Up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injUred. Seeing her mUm crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her moUth was jUst a sigh. She has lost her voice...... The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caUsed her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, bUt with nothing coming oUt from her, she broke down. DUring the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still jUst silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart every time it rang. She does not wish to let the gUy know n not wanting to be a bUrden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer. With that, she sent the ring back to him. In retUrn, the gUy sent millions & millions of reply, and coUntless of phone calls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying.... The parents decided to move away, hoping that she coUld eventUally forget everything n be happy. With a new environment, the girl learn sign langUage & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she mUst forget the gUy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him. A year has passed n her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the gUy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was aboUt to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the gUy standing in front of her. He Used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign langUage. Just to let yoU know that I've not forgotten oUr promise. Let me have the chance to be yoUr voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled….

~We come to love not by finding a perfect person, bUt by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly~ a repost story =)

..:: quest quest quest ::..

2005-05-18T06:47:00.000+08:00

What word best describes you?
~indescribable

Complete this sentence : when I’m old and 80, I’ll be…
~ a gUd n loving grandmother…eceh…

What would you do with a million bucks?
~give to charity and stUff the rest in my mattress

What is a girl’s best friend?
~I’ve to sUrvey about tis….interestingly enUff, almost everyone agrees with a diary n lip balm n handie??

Name the greatest song ever write?
~something stUpid..

What ‘s your most overused phrase?
~bUsUk..ngader..weksss

What a girl never say “no” to?
~never say no to makeover

What food can’t you live without?
~nasi goreng ikang masing =)

What would make the world a better place?
~I woUld have to say…WORLD PEACE...hehe doesn’t it soUnd like it’s taken from miss congeniality movie..

Which celeb gets your heart pumping?
~adam harris..dUn noe his real name…wish cUd ave candle light dinner wiff him

Who would you like to bring home to meet mom?
~mohd khairul hadi bin ramli…mr down to earth…wiff his great personality…did I mentioned tat he is cute??hehe

..:: truly madly deeply ::..

2005-05-16T07:36:00.000+08:00

Am I at the beck n call of an egomaniac, a skinflint or an Unmitigated bUlly? While I can’t fight sUch aUthority,which I argUe that sUccess is the best revenge.
What actUally I can really really learn from a BAD boss??
Early on in my career, since I was in skewl or in college, I was whiz kid who toUght my biggest problem was an incompetent boss.Most of my time being Under a person called boss…sUm were gUd enUff n sUm were not bUt mostly=so bossy…aiyak…how we wanna know tat they are kind of BAD bosses?? i have figUre oUt some kind of them n in my opinion they are like wUt I’ve listed below.I’m not pointing sUmone here..I jUst tUlis per I yg raser,trUly from my heart…eceh..

a) the stone
b) the wimp
c) the cheapskate
d) the bUlly
e) the helicopter
f) the former friend
g) the blind jUdge
h) the no worries boss

It is often to take a while to discover U’r working for wimp becaUse she or he says all the rite thingy,the wimp promises to give me more money ops..did I talk about money??i mean I give..not only money..eheh n sUpport for my projects n really meant it at the time…Helllloo…who gonna be do tis…some sort of qUests…sign n sign n sign again..
I have find oUt tat I can’t win by making sUmbody else look bad n imcompetent people eventually make themselves look bad anyway. No matter who I work for, all I need is to find ways to bUild my own self-esteem. I never ever wanna to fall prey to seeing myself throUgh the eyes of sUmone who has somewUt distorted vision..

~sUmhow I wanna b a gUd job-partner..do things together n appreciate each other..tat is the beaUty of working together~

..:: why women lie ::..

2005-05-14T17:53:00.000+08:00

One day, a seamstress was sewing while sitting close to a river & her thimble fell into the river. When she cried oUt, the Lord appeared & asked, "Why are yoU crying?" The seamstress replied that her thimble had fallen into the water & she needed the thimble to make her living. The Lord went down into the water & reappeared with a golden thimble. "Is this yoUr thimble?" the Lord asked. The seamstress replied, "No."The Lord again went down & came Up with a silver thimble. "Is this yoUr thimble?" the Lord asked. Again the seamstress replied, "No." The Lord went down again & came Up with a wooden thimble. "Is this yoUr thimble?" the Lord asked. "The seamstress replied, "Yes." The Lord was pleased with the woman's honesty & gave her all three thimbles to keep, & the seamstress went home happy. Some time later, the seamstress was walking with her hUsband along the riverbank & her hUsband fell into the river. When she cried oUt the Lord again appeared & asked her, "Why are yoU crying?" "Oh, Lord, my hUsband has fallen into the water!" The Lord went down into the water & came Up with Mel Gibson. "Is this your hUsband?" the Lord asked. "Yes," cried the seamstress.The Lord was fUrioUs, "You lied! That is an UntrUth!" The seamstress replied, "Oh, forgive me, my Lord. It is a misUnderstanding. You see, if I had said 'no' to Mel Gibson, yoU woUld have come Up with Tom CrUise. Then if I said 'no' to him, you woUld have come up with my hUsband. Then, If I had said 'yes', you woUld have given me all three. Lord, I am a poor woman & am not able to take care of all three hUsbands, so THAT'S WHY I said yes to Mel Gibson."
The moral of this story is: Whenever a woman lies, it is for a good & honorable reason & for the benefit of others. That's oUr story and... we're sticking to it!

~a story from zUL~

..:: lasting fwenship ::..

2005-05-12T22:51:00.000+08:00

Having a gUd fwen n being a gUd fwen can enrich oUrdays n bring Us wiff lifelong satisfaction Fwenship however do not jUst happened BUilding lasting fwenship takes time n effort Many of Us says, i would like to ave more fwens,but I jUs dun’t ave time Yet we all have the time tat for it but we jUst simply can’t make it real I have read on a book where it stated on how to be a gUd fwen somehow..i still wonder..am I a gud fwen enUf?...let my fwens judge it.
1st..note little thing…a gUd fwen is someone who stands by Us dUring difficult times….simple little act of caring keep friendships going…erm..such as a bUrfday card..greeting card to ask..how are u or to wish gUd lUck in yoUr exams…
2nd…share oUr feeling..many people do not like telling their deepest feeling…they are also feel afraid to express their fears n disappointment…. if the fwens know aboUt their weakness, they won’t be like…..bUt this is certainly not trUe…bestfwen share every single things..wUt is the pUrpose for Us to ave gUd fwen??...fwens are easier to find..bUt true fwen as oUr soUl partner, is it hard to be wiff?? Dun noe..dun care…weks

~He who laugh last, laugh best..therefore…laugh sokmo =)

.::am i::..

2005-05-11T01:22:00.000+08:00

Everyday I love U..eh nope..everyday I spent hoUrs upon doing the same roUtine....Watch n listen n sleep n eat...When I did, stereotypes n actions will b challenged..Unexpected gender relations really really really helped me to become a more sensitive, more aware, and more independent person...I was forced to pay attention always, even when I did not want ( wink wink wink) I gained my self confidence to ask qUestions what U r doing this and why U r doing tat.... Siiii.....This is the only way that I was going to learn....do help me... coUnt me in n bring it on... FINITO!!...

~sUmone told me..to err is hUman, bUt when the eraser wears oUt ahead of the pencil,yoU're overdoing it~

..:: eheks ::..

2005-05-10T13:00:00.000+08:00

dak2 poyo keh keh keh

..:: assalamUalaikUm w.r.b ::..

2005-05-10T11:53:00.000+08:00

1st time nak try gUne blog neh..may pal dok sebok sUrUh create satU n neh sasaje jerk..mengisi maser lapang...bUhsan dok Umah sebenarnyer..hihi...